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Benjamin Victor

Director

I fell in love with theatre watching the 10th anniversary 'Les Misérables' on VHS. Music has been the door to many different worlds for me - but from ages 18-21, truth be told, I got scared of it. How I looked physically, whether I was enough, whether I looked silly singing in front of people. I was so angry at myself, but I couldn’t do it. The truth is, a lot of my relationship with performance has overlapped my relationship with my brain & body.

I was recently diagnosed with anxiety and depression - & it’s been a part of my life for a while. Some days it’s as horrible as dysmorphia. Some days it’s lighter than anything.

I know I’m not the only person in the industry who suffers with it. The truth is, when I talk about it, it gets lighter. Where I am in my career now, it influences the work I want to make. It’s certainly not all I am (I love to move, work on new text, delve into established plays, climb, paint, and do circus), but it’s genuinely special to talk about it openly.

One big part of where I am is about opening up about my struggles with anxiety & depression, but it’s not all of me. I love to explore bodies, intimacy, the line between masculinity and femininity. I love to move in unconventional ways and see how that can tell a story. When I can, I love to celebrate myself and others. What's important is that people close to me - who I love - have allowed me to feel safe, supported and listened to. I will thank them forever for that. I hope I can always be that person for them too, when they need.

I find it hard not to give everything. It makes me good at what I do. But I also could never be here with out an insanely wonderful & supportive family unit and community of friends. Loughborough Stage Soc, Total Theatre, Blink Theatre, The Pappy Show, Ex Nihilo and Stitchin’ Fiction are just a few to thank.

The work I’m intent in making now is part and parcel of a shift to be more open in myself - and to reinforce this community wherever I can. I’m working on a piece about male body dysmporhia - crucially a celebration of people - not a dredge. I’m also working on setting up a monthly open house, where people can read emerging work, get feedback, and have a hearty lunch cooked for them for free. To me that’s more exciting than anything.

Last thing to say - I love to collaborate. I always love to hear from people so if you want, please do get in touch.

Benjamin Victor (he/him).

Credits

DIRECTOR

MESS - Roar Toast Productions - The Other Palace (Edinburgh Festival Fringe Previews)

MESS - Roar Toast Productions - Greenside Venues - Edinburgh Festival Fringe 2018

Date 1 to 10 - Dominic Powell - Landor Theatre

Beauty Is... - Project Phakama - Spotlight Festival

DRAMATURG

Do You Know What A Person Is? - Stitchin' Fiction - Grace Irvine

Do You Know What A Person Is? - Response - Courtyard / Old Red Lion theatres - Lotte Ruth Johnson

An Ode To My Sister - New Writing Spin - Nozstock Festival - Marika McKennell

Touch - New Writing Spin - Nozstock Festival - Catherine Lord

Do You Know What A Person Is? - Response - Alyth Synagogue - Lotte Ruth Johnson

Veolia Songs - Platform 7 - Simon Greiff

Real People in Musical Theatre - Independent Practice - Royal Central School of Speech and Drama

WRITING

Playwriting Programme - Royal Court Theatre

Do You Know What A Person Is? - Response - Courtyard / Old Red Lion theatres - Lotte Ruth Johnson


Training

MA Music Theatre - Royal Central School of Speech & Drama
Playwriting Programme - Royal Court Theatre
Gold Arts Award - Trinity College / Project Phakama
Blink. Theatre - Founder & Artistic Director (2014-2018)

Location

London

Experience

1-2 years

What I do

  • Choreography
  • Costume Design
  • Devising
  • Dramaturgy
  • Languages
  • Movement Direction
  • Music - Can learn by ear
  • Music - Can Read
  • Music - Singing
  • Music Composition
  • Performance Art
  • Physical Theatre / Mime
  • Prop Making
  • Puppetry
  • Set Design
  • Site Responsive/Immersive
  • Street Theatre
  • Teaching / Coaching
  • Verbatim theatre
  • Video Design
  • Working with young people
  • Working with young people with special educational needs
  • Writing

Additional Languages

(Intermediate) French

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